(no subject)

I tried writing a poem three times and failed three times and if you want to read it, be my guest.

and now this is my offering
my sacrifice
my blood, my pain, my fear
i'm offering it up
for nothing


smile, jackie
suck it up
why won't you come out and play?
don't you want to be my friend
any more?
don't you want to be my friend?


one life, one sphere
perpetuating its good will
to every sphere it overlaps.
one life, one sphere
collapsing in on itself
and pulling everything it touches
down with it.
your choice.

my life, my sphere
a lost, fearful one
that touches no one