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laceblade ([personal profile] laceblade) wrote2006-07-19 10:59 pm

Dilemma Update (and I guess the rest of my life as well)

For those who care, I listened to Claudia, Jume, and Eunice, and went with Utena. Always go for the anime. (I may or may not watch the kickass Juri episode EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!)

I feel like I should write about other things. What should I say?

My retail job and my internship are pretty boring. I spend all my time at both thinking about what I'll do as soon as I get home, although the internship does take more brain power. At my retail job, I just go on auto-pilot for the entire shift.

I'm excited to go back to school, but I'm still slightly terrified. I would like to bring my grades up, but I felt the exact same way last year and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't do it. Maybe what they say is true - if you get really good grades in high school because you're smart, then you don't know how to study and when you go to college, you're screwed. I don't know if that's what's wrong or not, but I will certainly try my damndest (once more) when I go back. A 3.177 isn't horrible, but I feel like I could do better.

I guess I should get to know a professor or two.

The more I think about things, the more I would like to do the Peace Corps (as opposed to AmeriCorps or Teach for America) immediately after college, but I would have to do research first. I think they have meetings on campus for all three throughout the year, so I'll find out what the deal is. I still have no idea what I'm doing after that. I don't really care where I live - I'll most likely be single. A large city would be preferable, but I think finding a job anywhere takes priority.

Anyway. Does anybody watch Honey & Clover? I'm loving Honey & Clover II - the last episode (3) was so good! I hadn't liked Nomiya - I always adored the Yamada/Morita pairing. But now, maybe, it's okay, :)

Once it's hits 11:00 pm, I get PROGRESSIVELY HYPER which sucks because to get 8 hours of sleep, I usually need to go to bed around midnight.