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Listening to a song, brought very vivid images/feelings of school.
Walking these halls makes me sick, sometimes. They're just like me. Talking and laughing and crying about classes or teachers or sports or music or drinking or parties or homework or any other stupid little thing that really has no value. None of them realize how pathetic and useless they are. None of them realize that none of it matters - none of it. Spinning around and around, but I'm walking, too. I'm just like them, really. I cry over failing a test. But it's not just in these halls. It's everywhere - this whole world is infested and controlled by all these stupid things that don't matter. We are unspeakably pathetic. I don't care any more. And if I tell anyone, I'll be called depressed or suicidal. I don't know why. I don't know why anyone could care about all this crap, and then say there's something wrong with someone who doesn't.
They should make a place for people who have seen reality. And they can live by themselves, away from the crap.
Walking these halls makes me sick, sometimes. They're just like me. Talking and laughing and crying about classes or teachers or sports or music or drinking or parties or homework or any other stupid little thing that really has no value. None of them realize how pathetic and useless they are. None of them realize that none of it matters - none of it. Spinning around and around, but I'm walking, too. I'm just like them, really. I cry over failing a test. But it's not just in these halls. It's everywhere - this whole world is infested and controlled by all these stupid things that don't matter. We are unspeakably pathetic. I don't care any more. And if I tell anyone, I'll be called depressed or suicidal. I don't know why. I don't know why anyone could care about all this crap, and then say there's something wrong with someone who doesn't.
They should make a place for people who have seen reality. And they can live by themselves, away from the crap.