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laceblade ([personal profile] laceblade) wrote2007-10-30 11:09 pm

Determine my life! Vote!

I never know if I should do NanoWrimo or not. I've never finished it, I've only participated while in college, and every time I did, it was to work on Ghost Hunters, a story about a group of high school students at a boarding school for the gifted out in the middle of nowhere, and their English teacher/adviser. They hunt ghosts! They also all speak in the same voice (mine!), and randomly angst out when I decide to hit word-count. Everything I've written for it (well, except for copious notes and sketches) is on that blogspot page.

Usually, during the middle of NanoWrimo, I end up dropping out because I get woefully behind due to university-related demands like homework, papers, and midterms.

If I did do it, I would continue to work on Ghost Hunters, as bad as it is. I have nothing else worked out in terms of a plot, or even an idea, and I still have lots of stuff I wanted to do with Ghost Hunters.

Writing is just....weird. I want to do it, and I want to get better at it, but even when I start out these NanoWrimos the last couple of years, or when I used to try short stories or emo high school poetry, I still always hated doing it, because with each word I wrote, I was fully aware of how much I suck. This is what happens when you have been an avid reader since the age of 6, and are extremely critical of the style of everything you read.

Anyway. Should I try and do it?

In terms of lol, my friend Jaci is writing a biography of my friend Gretchen, and I think I'm going to be in the story! I need to figure out what my biggest strength and weakness are.

[identity profile] lavendersleeves.livejournal.com 2007-10-31 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
1. Who's that good the first time around? The polish comes in editing. The important thing is just to hash it out. I'm crap at writing, but I'm very, very good at editing. I'm also very, very lazy. I think we see Megan's problem...

2. But does it have to be November? That's when you get the most support, surely, because everyone's doing it. It's also when you have 293849490 projects to finish and midterms and also a jaunt home to make turkey, probably while studying (oh my god! My essay's on fire! etc)

3. And anyway, who put writing month in *November*? It only has 30 days! Bother, why not just make it February?!

4. And that's why I'm aiming to go for it in January this year. I've never bothered to even try before--November has always been too busy to even consider a short story. It's right after Halloween, there are costumes to finish (there are cons in November and the beginning of January), and the JLPT at the very beginning of December, and a dress rehearsal to get ready for. It's a veritable nightmare.